Its amazing how you can create a task list that accomplishes practically nothing, but still never finish it. My week is getting better, but it its more due to acceptance than a change in reality. I think I feel guilty more than anything for thinking and writing what I did last week. Guilty because I actually think those things, guilty because it frustrates the people I love and guilty for not being able to talk to anyone about it.
My to-do list to keep on the positive side of things for the week:
- Send wedding and shower gifts to all the weddings and showers I've missed
- Order supplies for the twins arrivals. I might not know what paint color to get, but I can still pick out diaper cream and pacifiers.
- Order pictures for Derek's baby book
- Ensure disability benefits are up to date
Not exactly a life list, but at least it keeps me focused on the week ahead. Greg starts contract work for my old business. Part of me is glad he's getting out of the house and the other part is jealous that I want to be out of the house too! Maybe for my 32 week appointment I'll squeeze in a Twilight movie...
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